You broke her heart
crushed her confidence
raised her insecurities
and all you have to say is
WE CAN STILL BE F.R.I.E.N.D.S

...life is amazingg =)

so everything happens for a reason.. ahh so truee-

haha soo i pretty much thought this "thing" was like the end of the world lol.... and like i went to school and all these ppl told me all this stuff that i was overlooking.. & ive just been so stupid for not seeing it. soo if this wouldnt have happend.. i would have been a complete idiott. idk how i didnt see all of it // lol so yupp everything is amazing... yayyy lol alrightt im outt- adios

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 <3 there i go, no control
and i'm falling, so - - now you know.

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heyy guyys-- so erica updated her xanga with a lot of the same stuff im goin through right now... & she said how it felt so much better just to get it all out-- so that kind of motivated me lol..

So here it goes ...

wow i can definitely say that i have learned a little something about myself this week, but of course what would life be if you never really knew who you were? Thats why i am not afraid to go through these little life trials.  --Erica Edmonds

ive tried to let it go but i just cant help it because all it is doing is buliding up in me & more things adding on and on everyday.. i just cant take it.. lately a few of my friends are going through the same stuff.. so that would make it easier .. Right? i shouldnt be so blind, yet im just as blind as they aree-- yah i tell myself all the things ive told them, you know trying to jsut move on, to accept it- but this time.. im not looking in on the situation, im IN the situation & itts hard to see it from a different perspective. its so confusing because i mean trying to let it all go but it just makes me cravee it that much more.

But these times are the times that make you realize how good the "good times" are.. i mean you wouldnt be able to appreciate the good times without bad times.. right?? lol yahh that was confusing butt oh well--

School is definatly sloooww right now..&& i just miss not having these worries and all this stress that i have had in these last few weeks & ive just gone down pretty hard & i look back [ although i still have things that are just going through my head 3219861 times a minute ] and hate how ive just been someone i hardly know anymoree..

& at the end of the dayy God is the only one who you can really rely on to help you through these type of things but yahh this entry has been wayyyy to long lol & all i really have left to sayy say is..

i lovee my friendss so muchh-- they are amazing

alrite i gotta add some life to this entry lol.. its pretty dull...

old picturess are funn =)

ii love youu =)

     Happy Birthday Jessica Marie Ginn!

well, in like 2 hrs.. but still// i loveee youu!

heres some pictures from this weekend-- enjoyy :)

we ran over to starbucks after we all ate dinner at applebees... lol it was amazingg

sometimes things have to fall [apart], to make you realize just how good they were when they were  [together].

we're not perfect. we laugh too hard,
we are way to loud & we make complete fools
of ourselves, but doing it together is what
makes us best friends forever

my friends are great, what can i say?

Well it's all, so overrated
Not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wonder in which way
- michelle branch

this would be maggies dog murphy & his nickname is jackki b/c his teeth are so jacked upp... haha i lovee that dogg

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**Rachelle**

so i believe im totally ready for spring break - too bad its still 2 months awayy

rachiieb: what you doinn
EriCaJo 122: lol dreaming of that guy that i will never get ..but only with lots of work that my body is incapable of doing
EriCaJo 122: you?
rachiieb: wow.. thats amazing because im doin the exact same thing

i hate being discouragedddd gahh

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you.
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open,
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten...

LiVE YOUR LiFE
& DONT WORRY BOUT A THiNG

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heyy guyss... heres some picturess =)

uhh ohhh.. haha

&& that would be syd lookin reall sexxy  hah

englishh lol look at buck

** homecoming nightt**

- we won .. yayy

- && the dance was pretttyyy fun =)

haylayy

lol

hah brian

**after the dance hayley vic jess + kels came over   && brian and brent came over for a lil bit.. haha that was funny

Saturdayy everyone left except kels and we decided to go hottubbing... that was funn

&& heres just a picture from a while ago at a bball game... my cameraa can do some pretty amazing stuff lol

do they not look exactly alike?? hah yeah there was a better one but i cant find it

alrightt well im out!

<3 rachel

heyy... sorry i havent updated in foreverr.. too much going onn-- anyways here are some pics from a while ago when we went iceskating.. yah. umm we only fell about 54984 times but thats what makes it fun.. right?

laughinng is so funn

why of course we knoww how to headbang..hah

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                                     LovE yOu*rachel